Tuesday, March 29, 2011 | By: John

Two Worlds

Five days before I left America to return to Ukraine, Deb Erickson passed away. I was torn between staying a few days more so I could be at the memorial service and leaving to come back on time for the camp for the kids from the orphanage in Kaniv. Deb's husband Dave told me what I already knew but needed to hear: "She would have wanted you to go back." I had a feeling that if I didn't get on the plane, a little foot would come down from the sky and start kicking my butt.

The time home was a gift from the Lord as I was there for Deb's last few weeks on earth. The time back here was also a gift as the camp was amazing. I had the oldest guys in my room, the tough ones, and they were great. Even they took part in everything, from dancing to American Football. We had many discussions about the future, life and faith. Three days before the camp, the director of the orphanage asked if we could take 15 extra kids as they would've been stuck at the orphanage with no place to go. Anya said yes, but thought we would have to end the camp a day early as we didn't have the money for them. Just before I left, Dennis and Dot Mello and Jeff and Diane Nanfelt gave me some cash and it was enough to pay for the additional kids so we could do the whole camp. On that last day, Andrei and Vika became believers. The next day, Andrei told me that he felt light and free.

John, Deb, Shawn, Tim (font)
On the last evening of the camp, I shared about faith and fear. I used this photo, taken five days before Deb passed away, and shared that the photo was of some of my best friends and how each of us in the photo had fears and how God had helped us with those fears. When I came to Deb, I shared that I had asked her if she was afraid of what was ahead and how, without hesitation, she said "no". The verses from the Gospel of John, as sung by Rich Mullins, came to mind--"In my Father's House, there are many many rooms...and I'm goin' up there now to prepare a place for you, so that where I am that you may also be."

After the talk, several of the kids came up and gave me big hugs and said that what Deb said really touched them. They often feel alone, afraid, and unloved. Our prayer is that they will know that they are not alone.

I know that is what Deb prayed for them and for all of us.

  
Matt, John, Seva, Andrei
Ariel, Anya, Jess, Alona

2 comments:

Sharon O'Fallon said...

This is a beautiful tribute to what God is doing to prepare us all for eternity. I am encouraged to see how her story has touched others and helped them find God.

Gail K. Lee said...

Hi John, It's always inspiring to read your blog. I have been getting your prayer chain emails back and wondered if you were aware of that. My prayers are continuing for your Ukraine mission and expect God to continue His great work there. Be Blessed~Gail

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